It’s always the sunlight… Today, the winter sun shined so brightly behind him. I leaned my head on his chest and I hid away in his arms. And it felt like i was embracing the sun. In the golden gentle light of the winter sunset, for just a few moments, time stood still - just enough to run my fingers through his curly hair. Stars were rising in his deep blue eyes… while in my eyes the winter sun was dying…
Sun. Peace.
When i stand in front of the sea I feel it’s endlessness. And it feels good. And i feel peace… It’s been a while…
I lost a lot of things in my life. But I miss my dreams the most…
Summer thoughts
It’s been a while since I last wrote… I felt lost, I guess. But there’s something about the sun and the smell of sunshine in my hair that inspires me to write. This is what I do, this is how I make a difference in this world… I might not be the most talented writer out there and sometimes I can’t seem to find the right words to express the way I feel… But I am honest… And my writing is pure feeling. I am free!
Maybe I will find my way like this
It’s been a while…
It’s been a while since I last wrote, but tonight the silence got too heavy for me to carry. And I cannot hide any more behind my smile. But tomorrow I’ll face the world once more. And I’ll stand tall. I have no other choice….
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I know one day I’ll wake up and the pain will be gone. And I won’t feel the heaviness in my heart. And the light you once gave me will be like a distant galaxy. I’ll be faraway and I’ll be ok…
Someday…
I know that eventually I will be able to breathe when somebody mentions your name. I know that eventually my heart won’t start racing when I think about you. I know that in time you will become somebody I used to know… But that’s ok, because for a while you brought light and joy to my life. Because in the end that’s all that matters. The love we bring into people’s lives…
My pain cannot shout out loud. My pain cannot cry. I rest in silence.
Someday…
I love spring. It reminds me that I have the power within me to start all over again. I will blossom again. I will be beautiful again. Winter doesn’t last forever. It’s just the way it goes…
